This is my first written story. I hope u'll like it.
Moving here was a bad idea, this is not easy for me at all. I just want to run away from here, but I know that mom would just be upset with me, and I don't want that. I just hope this will end soon..
A lot has happened lately, 3 months ago my father died of cancer. It was very painful and scary, and I just couldn't accept that my own father just passed away. Since then my brother goes out a lot and doesn't come back home before late at night, or he would just stay over he's friends house or maybe his girlfriend. The mood in the house were changed and I dont like it, not a bit. Because mom is so busy with her work, she's not much home either, so I'm all home by myself when big brother isn't home. All the chores is taken by me, it's tiresome but I don't want to complain, I won't complain and I've already decided that. But everything changed.. And by everything, I mean EVERYTHING.
At school there is a guy that have been noticing a lot lately, hes very handsome and he's the smartest guy at my grade. Kinda envious of him, he's keeping his grades up and also managing to keep his looks. But I heard that his personality is really.. uhm.. what should I say? Really bad. He's completly naughty, weird and it's like he builds a wall around him all the time to not have contact with anyone. Many girls are inlove with him, some try to confess but ofcourse, they get rejected. He's not interested at all. Well, that's just good cause neither am I.. I think..
*riiiinnngg* There goes the bell, Im hurngry. "Hey Judy, wan't to go to the cafeteria and eat there? The weather outside is pretty bad." I asked my bestfriend. "Sure, I agree with you on that." We then went to the cafeteria and ordered food while finding our seats. Suddenly I see him, yes, that handsome smart douchbag. He sits alone all the time, well only with his friends, and all of them are guys. Yuck, maybe he's gay. "Lily, why do you keep looking at him?" Judy suddenly asked with a weird looking face. I glared at her "Huh?.. What?.." Judy seems suspicious.. "You were looking at him." "Who?" What is she talking about?.. "Duh, you were looking at him.." her eyes were pointed to the douchbag.. I looked at him, staring and watching every detail. He's broad shoulders, his long legs and handsome face, his mouth smiling and eyes who are sparkling and staring this way.. Shit! Our eyes met. I turned my head instantly.. Geez, what am I doing?! ARGH, Im so stupid.. "Geez Judy, let's go." I said and packed my things. "Hey wait, Im not finish eating!"
Ohmygosh, what will he think of me now? I wonder what kind of look I had in my face. He probably thinks Im a weirdo.. "Probably.." "What's up Lily? Why are we rushing?" Judy said while munching and chewing her food. "I firgured that I wanted to eat outside! Hehehe..." So suddenly?!?! .. "Uh-huh, you want to eat outside while it's raining?" I totally forgot about the rain outside. "ehm.." "'Hey Lily, you like him right?" she asked me. "Who?" Duh, you know who she means, that douchbag! "No way, he's gay.." that just came out completely wrong. "No, I mean.. Eh.. He's ok, but no liking! Big X and no-no for that!" I said hoping to change this topic. "Haha, you're funny Lily." I couldn't say I was interested in him, that would'n't help me. I don't have time to think about boys anyway, I have to keep my grades up to not be scolded by mom. *sigh* "It's okay, Lily." Judy suddenly said while tapping my head as if I was a little girl. Judy could see right through me, she could see that I was thinking about my mom. "Let's go home together today ok?" those words came out of Judy's mouth. The sound of those words were so gentle, her voice is like an angels, so gentle og cute. Her smiling face just made me forget about mom.
A lot has happened lately, 3 months ago my father died of cancer. It was very painful and scary, and I just couldn't accept that my own father just passed away. Since then my brother goes out a lot and doesn't come back home before late at night, or he would just stay over he's friends house or maybe his girlfriend. The mood in the house were changed and I dont like it, not a bit. Because mom is so busy with her work, she's not much home either, so I'm all home by myself when big brother isn't home. All the chores is taken by me, it's tiresome but I don't want to complain, I won't complain and I've already decided that. But everything changed.. And by everything, I mean EVERYTHING.
At school there is a guy that have been noticing a lot lately, hes very handsome and he's the smartest guy at my grade. Kinda envious of him, he's keeping his grades up and also managing to keep his looks. But I heard that his personality is really.. uhm.. what should I say? Really bad. He's completly naughty, weird and it's like he builds a wall around him all the time to not have contact with anyone. Many girls are inlove with him, some try to confess but ofcourse, they get rejected. He's not interested at all. Well, that's just good cause neither am I.. I think..
*riiiinnngg* There goes the bell, Im hurngry. "Hey Judy, wan't to go to the cafeteria and eat there? The weather outside is pretty bad." I asked my bestfriend. "Sure, I agree with you on that." We then went to the cafeteria and ordered food while finding our seats. Suddenly I see him, yes, that handsome smart douchbag. He sits alone all the time, well only with his friends, and all of them are guys. Yuck, maybe he's gay. "Lily, why do you keep looking at him?" Judy suddenly asked with a weird looking face. I glared at her "Huh?.. What?.." Judy seems suspicious.. "You were looking at him." "Who?" What is she talking about?.. "Duh, you were looking at him.." her eyes were pointed to the douchbag.. I looked at him, staring and watching every detail. He's broad shoulders, his long legs and handsome face, his mouth smiling and eyes who are sparkling and staring this way.. Shit! Our eyes met. I turned my head instantly.. Geez, what am I doing?! ARGH, Im so stupid.. "Geez Judy, let's go." I said and packed my things. "Hey wait, Im not finish eating!"
Ohmygosh, what will he think of me now? I wonder what kind of look I had in my face. He probably thinks Im a weirdo.. "Probably.." "What's up Lily? Why are we rushing?" Judy said while munching and chewing her food. "I firgured that I wanted to eat outside! Hehehe..." So suddenly?!?! .. "Uh-huh, you want to eat outside while it's raining?" I totally forgot about the rain outside. "ehm.." "'Hey Lily, you like him right?" she asked me. "Who?" Duh, you know who she means, that douchbag! "No way, he's gay.." that just came out completely wrong. "No, I mean.. Eh.. He's ok, but no liking! Big X and no-no for that!" I said hoping to change this topic. "Haha, you're funny Lily." I couldn't say I was interested in him, that would'n't help me. I don't have time to think about boys anyway, I have to keep my grades up to not be scolded by mom. *sigh* "It's okay, Lily." Judy suddenly said while tapping my head as if I was a little girl. Judy could see right through me, she could see that I was thinking about my mom. "Let's go home together today ok?" those words came out of Judy's mouth. The sound of those words were so gentle, her voice is like an angels, so gentle og cute. Her smiling face just made me forget about mom.
I came home with no one home as always, the P.E. lesson today was really hard and I was exhausted. So i threw my bag upstairs and went to the livingroom to watch TV. "Im home!" someone suddenly said, and I recognized the voice. It was mom. "Welcome home,mom. What do you want to eat for dinner? I'll make it." I said, while munching a piece of bread. "No need." she said and went upstairs. It was rare for her to come home so early, I was a bit shocked.
"Why are you home so early, mom?" I asked her with curiousity. "You have to begin and pack your bags, Lily." she shouted. Ok? Why? "Are we going somewhere? Oh, vacation?" I shouted back. "No, were moving. Hurry up, and pack!". WHAAAT?!! Why? No, this must be a joke. Right? Im just imagining things. Mom came down the stairs with a stressful expression "What are you waiting for? Hurry up! Don't worry about the furniture, they'll be coming to pick everything up tomorrow." she told me. I didn't know what to say or even think anymore. What the hell is wrong with her? "Why are we moving so suddenly? Are you doing this because of dad?" I asked with zero courage in my voice. I expected a slap from her so I closed my eyes waiting for it to come. "What are you talking about? Of course not, well a bit." she sighed. "I got a new job.. And it's time to move on, don't you think? I don't know about you, but the mood in this house is so odd now that daddy's gone.." ..'Tell me all about it. So it wasn't just me who thought like that. "I know it's hard for you, to leave all this behind. But it's been 3 months already honey, please help me to move forward. Please?" she begged me with that fake smile in her face. I knew I couldn't tell her 'no', that wouldn't make any progress at all. I guess she needs a little push to move on and not ignore the fact that dad is gone. "Sure.. Where are we moving? Have you informed brother about this?" 'Shit, why did I mention brother now?' "Don't be shocked.. It's a little bit far from here.. Well.. uhm.." she said as if she was unsure and.. unsure.. "Were moving to Japan.." (10 sec. of silence).. 'WHAT?! What did you just say? Japan?!' "Ehm.. ha-ha-ha.. Very funny mom.. Seriously, where are we moving?" I was serious now. "Seriously, were moving to Japan."
"Why are you home so early, mom?" I asked her with curiousity. "You have to begin and pack your bags, Lily." she shouted. Ok? Why? "Are we going somewhere? Oh, vacation?" I shouted back. "No, were moving. Hurry up, and pack!". WHAAAT?!! Why? No, this must be a joke. Right? Im just imagining things. Mom came down the stairs with a stressful expression "What are you waiting for? Hurry up! Don't worry about the furniture, they'll be coming to pick everything up tomorrow." she told me. I didn't know what to say or even think anymore. What the hell is wrong with her? "Why are we moving so suddenly? Are you doing this because of dad?" I asked with zero courage in my voice. I expected a slap from her so I closed my eyes waiting for it to come. "What are you talking about? Of course not, well a bit." she sighed. "I got a new job.. And it's time to move on, don't you think? I don't know about you, but the mood in this house is so odd now that daddy's gone.." ..'Tell me all about it. So it wasn't just me who thought like that. "I know it's hard for you, to leave all this behind. But it's been 3 months already honey, please help me to move forward. Please?" she begged me with that fake smile in her face. I knew I couldn't tell her 'no', that wouldn't make any progress at all. I guess she needs a little push to move on and not ignore the fact that dad is gone. "Sure.. Where are we moving? Have you informed brother about this?" 'Shit, why did I mention brother now?' "Don't be shocked.. It's a little bit far from here.. Well.. uhm.." she said as if she was unsure and.. unsure.. "Were moving to Japan.." (10 sec. of silence).. 'WHAT?! What did you just say? Japan?!' "Ehm.. ha-ha-ha.. Very funny mom.. Seriously, where are we moving?" I was serious now. "Seriously, were moving to Japan."
chapter 2 coming soon, stay tuned!
